Hey hey.. i'm finally home from a wonderful evening with the Usuals =] they're fun, i love them! I love how we just kinda mesh up all our stress together and then vent out & at the end of the night we leave happy. Hanging with friends is the best solution to anything. So its currently summer! i went to the beach twice this week and is planning on going again this weekend! I think i reached a tint that i'm satisfied with. To be honest i hate being pale, but i hate being too dark. So i have to find a median between the two, which is pretty hard to do. I am not quite ready for summer school, but i'm definitely looking forward to it being done. Its not the greatest attitude going into classes, but it will have to do. (at least i'm taking classes this time around lol ) As for volunteering, i have not yet found a place. I still have to make a few phone calls here and there and finish up on some applications, Still in the process, eeks! Last, but not least, i am working on my Plan B. I have a strong feeling that I am being called to do something else with my life and the call is getting louder and louder, I just wish it was a lot more clearer. I started doing all these personality / career test and its a bit confusing. Although the questions that they ask do help a little. Its making me realize a few things, so thats a start, right? Overall, i'm trying to be as busy as possible by filling my days with meaningful things, trying to deal with my emotions, and learning how to plan better, think better and live better. Let's just say, i'm trying to seriously get myself together =]. Not that i was a mess before, i just needed to be more at ease with my life in hopes to maybe make life seem a little less confusing. that's all folks! p.s. I love him | 
